Song of the Week

“Please excuse this little bit of weakness.”

I do not feel like myself these days, everything drives me further and further from where and when I feel comfortable the most. It is like I keep breaking my own boundaries, and it is not even always a bad thing, but it seems that I could not find a space for myself to grow.

It surely feels like I refuse to move forward or to settle down or even just to try to be comfortable enough with what I have for a moment. It definitely took me some time to realize that I, myself, put me in this very situation; where I am enabling my weakness and suppressing my strength. I keep saying to myself that I am okay, and all of this is normal, and it happens to everyone, but maybe it is time to be conscious and to realize that I am not, and it is not, and it does not.

I thought I have suffered enough, apparently, I have not.

So, please excuse this little bit of weakness, once again.